so fucking in love. it feels as if i never can get enough. i want more. there is not enough of him that can complete me, but he does in every way. i want more of him every minute. it is an overwhelming sense of how we are MADE for someone else. we need that one person. and i don’t give a shit if people freak out but he is my soul mate. there is no way he can’t be. he is beautiful. he is the reason for me to be so crazy as i am. he makes me BELIEVE the beauty radiating out of me, he SHOWS me how to LOVE like you two were the last people on earth, he SPEAKS to me in languages we only understand. communication based off of trust and comfort. companionship turning into passion turning into something BEAUTIFUL. because we are. this. experiencing this makes me go insane. call me obsessed, crazed, insane, silly, naive and i am probably all of those, but i don’t care. i know im fragile, i know im not a strong soul but my liveliness comes from knowing i have a best friend. one who won’t betray, stray or get away. because he wont be the one who got away. not if i can help it. i have never been instilled with this feeling to FIGHT for what i love and believe in, absolutely believe in. i believe in us. every second, minute, day, month, year we are together. im risking anything but getting everything if only for a sweet short era. but i know my life will be ok just because ive experienced being IN LOVE with someone so much it HURTS. hurts to think of losing them. but i never will. i love this boy. i love him so much and i will love him as long as i possibly can because without him im only ordinary, he is my extra. in love is a good feeling.
